Illusion called Life

I feel i am standing on an edge,
Torn between free-falling & flying away
A moment of belief pushes my feet hard on
A sigh escapes me, echoing the clumsiness
That I feel amidst the chaos and betrayal
I look forward towards something
A gush of cool breeze shocks me to the present
For looking something over nothing
Takes me to the places & emotions
That I am trying to leave behind...
I don't know whether its my strength;
That pushes me towards that illuminating illusion
Or its my weakness that plunders
My mind into an impasse
Juxtaposing the tumult and serenity
Right in front of my eyes
Making me believe in illusion,
Called the big, great, encompassing Life.