Illusion called Life

I feel i am standing on an edge,
Torn between free-falling & flying away
A moment of belief pushes my feet hard on
A sigh escapes me, echoing the clumsiness
That I feel amidst the chaos and betrayal
I look forward towards something
A gush of cool breeze shocks me to the present
For looking something over nothing
Takes me to the places & emotions
That I am trying to leave behind...
I don't know whether its my strength;
That pushes me towards that illuminating illusion
Or its my weakness that plunders
My mind into an impasse
Juxtaposing the tumult and serenity
Right in front of my eyes
Making me believe in illusion,
Called the big, great, encompassing Life.

ILLUMINATION

Lost and confused me,
Delusioned from everything
Find the self within
All chaotic, battered and lonely.
Fighting for hope and faith,
I searched for the flame
That could help me,
Find the lost enlightenment.
I tried to quench the thirst
Of unknowns and doubts
That surfaced and filled me
With more bewilderment…
The moments of agonized torture
burned slowly …
The unquenchable thirst
died slowly …
The doubts, fears and the chaos
eliminated finally…
As I bowed my head on
The prayer mat, infront of God
I found myself…